Wednesday, July 30, 2003

 
so you've missed me eh? well welcome back to my life. let us rewind for one moment.

I went to Jacob's birthday party hmmm.. awhile ago. And I was indeed entertained to say the least. I'm getting more comfortable around the large mexican/korean family. I was kickin butt at monopoly until the boys decided they didn't want to play anymore (b/c they were losing!!) then they (Jeff and Johnny) went to play ball with 8 million guys and I went and watched. I'm pretty sure some of them we're weirded out by seeing me walk down with them. still fun.

Then Nathan and Johnny kicked my butt in monopoly. Nathan said I've gotten really skinny. thank you Nathan. I think. hmmm...

good day. except when I started thinking and had this long, drawn out, serious conversation about "us". we got over that thinking thing tho.

well for awhile. until I did it again last nite.

Rach loves me. b/c she accepts me for who I am. but also can be rather bitchy toward me if I need it. and I like that.

Brooke and I kissed. yes that's right. now all you guys are saying.. "what the hell?!? and I wasn't there????" no YOU weren't. but don't worry, I'm planning a repeat performance. and it will be better babe. LOVE YOU BROOKE!

I leave for Texas soon. And I'm glad. I need it.

Jeff and Brynn broke up.

Brynn is one sessy beast who thinks she is fat! if she is fat I am the titanic.

Erin and Rach and Shannon and I went out the other nite. We had a really good time at Baker Square entertaining a nice couple on a date and discussing cup size. YES it is true. I HAVE AN OBSESSION with boobs. I actually chased Shannon around trying to get hers. ha.

That was at freeman. where we went after Baker Square. We kinda ran around. some of the guys were playing ball. Nathan said hey. Johnny flicked me off. and Jesus, Andrew, and Erin's "friend" drove over to talk to us.

different.

Kevin and Sadie are gone. I hope they aren't making babies.

Nathan Chase is gone as well. he's a fun kid. I told him I would write him an e-mail explaining why he is an upstanding guy. Someone remind me to do that.

To do also today: fill out FASFA info (that's right I still haven't done that); call the forensic expert back; Texas meeting; see Bad Boys 2; should be napping. I'm not.

I guess I've been really snippy lately with my mom. it's kinda fun. b/c I've felt very full of come backs. only people get suprised when I talk back, and they don't seem to take it well. many are used to me playing the role of the "girl who sets herself up to be picked on and doesn't fight back" hmm... And I'm okay with that.

I've discovered that I'm VERY OKAY with who I am. How I look. the fact that I own a Strawberry shortcake lunch box/purse and a bob the bulider watch. basically the fact that I'm incredibly different. I'm not easily embarrassed lately and more willing to speak up. I like it. b/c it makes my life happy... b/c when it sucks I realize it's everyone else's fault cause I like myself. okay maybe not. :-) but seriously.. it's good.

I haven't cried in like weeks. and there have been plenty of reason I would normally cry. but I have these fun friends who kiss me, eat pie with me, bring me funny looking cookies, leave me drunken messages, tell me they love me everyday. WOW. and I have a guy who gets me. most of the time. which can be annoying too :-).

I'm a spaz.

I'm okay with that.

Where did Evan Parr go?

hmm....

are you all satisfied now? I wroted.

and I'll end with yes, "I love it when you call me Big Poppa"


posted by Nicole 1:12 PM